But, what it does mean is that I've written and rewritten some passages of this book hundreds of times. And, what I realize frequently is that I'll revise a paragraph to make the rhythms of the sentences more pleasing to me one day, only to change them back to the original rhythms the next day.
My internal rhythm keeps changing. A sentence that sounds rhythmic in one reading suddenly doesn't at another reading. So, I wonder: Are these rhythms random? If that internal beat keeps changing, how can I decide which rhythm is the right one?